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From: Shari Miller [mailto:indianashari@po-box.com]
Sent: Sunday, October 29, 2000 3:35 PM
To: miller@decaturnet.com
Cc: yale@ctlnet.com; thegloriouschurch@yahoo.com
Subject: Re: Shari recent adventure!



Okay! I was going to wait to share this until I got home, but I have had a
change of heart and release to share it, even now!!!THIS is the most recent
update on my "adventures with God!":

Today is Sunday.
It started last Monday night, I think, when I went with the volunteers from
Canada, a great bunch of young 20 year olds, a team from CRY International
from England, and Tolik, a great Russian believer and leader of this Outreach.
We went to the sewers, cellars and abandoned buildings and places in the dark
dark nite looking for homeless street orphans and abandoned kids, to feed them
and clothe them with hats, jackets, mittens, scarves and clothing, because
Winter was beginning to set in here with a vengeance!! We were out to the wee
hours of the morning, and believe me, it was freezing!...they do this
regularly. Also they do this to keep in touch with the kids, to make sure
they're alright(which means, still alive!)and to make sure they'll come to the
feeding station that they have open in Hydro Park everyday, where a lot of the
orphans live in trees, etc.( It's like Oliver Twist!)

Anyways, it broke my heart, and all my spare time, outside of Aliyah, (and
even some Aliyah time)I have been ministering to the street Orphans, and the
elderly on the streets ...whatta full time ministry is here!!!!You could keep
yourself busy reaching out 24 hours a day! and still have a huge work of the
Lord left to do!!! The amount of work is overwhelming...and the laborers
unfortunately are very few!

Also, Kimberly took me on a "siteseeing" tour of the city, but God told me to
tell Kimberly certain sites...so we went, led by the Holy Spirit, to what turns
out to be the major gates of the City!!!
The World Powers were so strong that my Heavenly Father admonished me not to
even think about taking authority, or exercising my authority in ANY kind of
spiritual warfare sense! (THIS definitely is a different kind of missions trip
than all the others!)...the only thing He required me to do was very
interesting...He ask me to request Kimberly to take me to Babi Yar, the
monument and THE ACTUAL SITE!!!!
She did..

Here's a little history:
During WW2, the Fascists slaughtered the Jews, we know this...but one of the
biggest locations of it was Babi Yar, here in Kiev! There is a remote area in
the woods, that was in the country, away from the city in those days, 50 years
ago, a deep ravine, a pit.The Germans Fascists required the Jews to come to
town and they led them to this pit, ravine, and made them undress completely,
then they shot them, whole families and they fell down injured and dead into
the deep pit.The thing that the Fascists didn't count on was when they had the
"Roll-call" for the Jews, AND 30,000 Ukrainian Jews showed up that
day!!!!!, (unbeknownst to them, to be slaughtered, and tossed in the pit!)
 The only reason why this is documented and public knowledge, after the
cover-up is because some of the Jews escaped, and a Jew that was required to
hide the evidence of this mass murder and gravesite, escaped to show the
evidence and tell the story!
It was a horrible thing!
It was led by a Ukrainian Lutheran Pastor, who hated the Jews, in cooperation
with the Fascists.
The Ukrainian people for the most part were anti-Semitic, Jew hating
sympathizers, and whole Ukrainian families were coming out on the hillside,
with picnic lunches, spread on the ground with a blanket, and a big Band
playing music, and they were watching the "entertainment", of the Jews being
slaughtered, whole families of Ukrainians watching whole families of naked,
pathetic Jews, and lines and lines of Jews being lined up and shot down, and
falling into the pit!...well, God almighty, my Father, the Faithful God, and
my faithful Father asked me to go there... and when I was there, I could feel
it,... THE WHOLE THING, I could see and feel it!!!
and He led me, with a broken heart, to ask forgiveness for these people and
this Nation, and for all these Anti-Semites,.... and as a full blown Jew, as I
am, to really forgive these peoples and this Nation, especially the Ukraine,
(for they are Notorious for their violence, murder and their hatred,
manifested and channeled into hate filled anti-Semitism); and today, great
coldness and indifference.

I did what the Father showed me and extended Forgiveness to them, and released
them, EVEN THOUGH they have not repented at all; are not even sorry, and will
not officially even admit to this, or take the blame or responsibility for
this at all...AND Anti-Semitism is deeply rooted here and on the raise again!!!
That's why the biggest section of Jews to make Aliyah to Israel IN ALL THE
LAND OF THE NORTH, and anywhere else, is here!
Because of the Nation's hard hard cold hearts, my Father asked me to stand in
the gap for them, forgive them and release them!...so that He could deal with
them, (HE said!)
SO! now you have it, this is a very, very dark dark place spiritually of
oppression, suppression, depression, and is officially part of the "DEAD ZONE or
death zone" because of Chernobyl, (but I think that it is also a spiritual
designation and not just a physical one!)
I have been very busy, helping wherever that I could help, praying,and just
working with all that I have and am to stay on top, spiritually... this is a
tough place to be at!
That's all to report for now.
Love always,
Shari